Good morning brothers and sisters. When you pray and ask God to help, for wisdom, for understanding or whatever you need, I have to come to realize that He doesn't answer the way that seems right to you. He answers in a way that teaches you and that is best for you. We don't always understand why He answers the way He does but He answers. If things are getting any better then maybe you haven't learned the lesson or it is a no and you don't want to hear it. Let's learn from David..
1- Many a time they have afflicted me from my youth, let Israel now say-
2- Many a time they have afflicted me from my youth, yet they have not prevailed against me.
3- The plowers plowed on my back, they made their furrows long.
4- The Lord is righteous. He has cut in pieces the cords of the wicked.
5- Let all those who hate Zion be put to shame and turned back.
6- Let them be as the grass on the housetops, which withers before it grows up,
7- With which the reaper does not fill his hand, nor he who binds sheaves, his arms,
8- Neither let those who pass by say, The blessing of the Lord be upon you, we bless you in the name of the Lord!
Whatever the situation, it has not destroyed you and that my friend is because of Jesus! He has allowed you to go through just enough to build faith, learn lesson, grow in wisdom and understanding but it has not destroyed and that should be praised. Psalm 117:1-2. Praise the Lord all you Gentiles! Laud Him all you peoples! 2- For His merciful kindness is great toward us and the truth of the Lord endures forever! Praise the Lord! Have a blessed day and rise up child of God, rise up!